the search for self will never be satisfied. but keep looking.
so much of the first half of our lives are spent exhaustively in search of self. the problem of self is that even though it can hypothetically be completely searched it can never be truly found. but the task throughout the journey is not what you discover but the journey itself. i read recently that "You cannot find yourself by going into the past. You find yourself by coming into the present." -unknown but i disagree. i think that self is located not in the present alone but the conglomeration of the experiences we encounter through in the past. throughout my high school career i was told that i was not going to make it to college. i admit my grades were something to be desired, and my guidance counselors encouraged me to go to a vocational school, if i go on to a school at all. at first i resented them but then i started to believe what they were saying. i began to believe that i couldn't make it in college, and that i should accept the fact that intellectu...